It's been 109 days since I've seen you smiling, laughing, doing your thing. I tell myself that it's 109 days closer to the next time I see you, but the comfort I get is fleeting. I know you're in that perfect place, but I'm selfish and I want you back here. I'm glad you never knew what it was like to have a piece of your heart missing, not coming back. You sneak yourself into my dreams thinking I won't notice but I do. You were never sneaky enough for sista. I love you Brud. I miss you, and I'll be seeing you again.

I remeber we wud get back some nights from riding around with the truck full of mud and right before we wud walk in the house jude would say man my dad is gonna kill me wen he sees my truck. Well the the next morning wen we wud wake up and get ready to leave Ed wud ask jude were he had went to get his truck full of mud and all jude cud do is look down and walk out the house and right wen we wud get out the house he wud look at me and tell me I told u lmao Jude Adam Barras I love nd miss u bro can't wait to meet again

There are so many stories to be told. Like the times I caught Jude climbing in and out of his window. I heard him in his room in the middle of the night when he was supposed to be punished; i hear the window shut, so I called his phone and asked where are you? He said; I'm in my room why? I said: because its funny I'm in your room and you are now where to be found!!I told him to get home and turned the light off in his room but stayed in the room. He had his tv on so that was enough light for me to see his face when he got back in his room. Well he decides he will climb back through the window not expecting me in his room. Needless to say he was screaming and jumping around. All I could do was laugh I couldn't even fuss at him. I had scared the crap out of him!! If you ever scared Jude and saw his reactions you know why I was laughing so hard! It was priceless!!